I wanna know what the people know! Ask 'em my questions and get some answers! What's a fire and why does it - what's the word? Burn?

Sorry 'bout that, but I have that stuck in my head, it's from "The Little Mermaid" by the way, in case you didn't know. We play Disney music at work and it has a way to get stuck in there. I mean really stuck, because the last time I was at work was two days ago, so there ya go.

So anyway, my day has been super boring. I did nothing. Which was kind of relaxing, but, also, not good. I feel like a big blub. You know. A blub. Yep. That's me.

I just talked to my boyfriend. He's at the gym. I need to go to the gym. For real. I need to stop being a big blub. I don't know if I'm going to see him today. =( Oh well. No biggie. Well, actually, yah huh.. big biggie. I really wanna see him. Oh he just called me to tell me he's stopping by for a minute. Oh let me go see him.

Ok, I'm back. Oh, I saw him. Yay, I guess. But it sucks, becuase he was here for like a minute. No fun. Well.. some fun, but not too much fun. So anyway. Aww, I miss him already. It's so weird, because I have known him for like a month and a half, we were talking for only two weeks before we started going out, and I honestly feel like I could really, really stick with him, and it's scary, for so many reasons. The first of which, the most obvious, he's 17. So he acts like a little boy, which irritates me at times, I won't lie, but mostly it's good. But I've said it before, I know that in the future, it's not going to be an easy thing to overcome. The second reason it scares me is becuase I have known him for so little and already I feel really strongly for him. I mean, I've never been able to feel this comfortable with anyone this soon. Seriously. With no one. It took me a month to be able to like say hi to Matt without blushing, David was the same thing, I never ever felt comfortable with the other Matt, Nick took a while, it's just... I don't know. The situation is whatever I make it, right? Yeah. Ok. So don't make it anything and it won't be anything. Yeah. Ok. Ok... Ay. All I know is that I'm really happy right now, and I'm going to leave it at that. Right? Right. Ok. Ok... Ok! Ok... stop saying ok. Ok.. so anyway...

I'm supposed to go to a strip club on Saturday, but then the boy has a party to go to... and I don't know which one to go to. Because I really don't want to go to either one. For real. I don't know. We'll see what happens, right? Right!

Ok. So. Yeah. I have to work tomorrow. Ewww. That's really gross and I really don't want to on account of I hate my job and all. I don't hate my job I guess. Just Cruella and the devil and some really stupid, annoying, obnoxious, nasty customers. Other than that my job is great! But back-to-schoool season is right around the corner and that is when Get Smart is the busiest and oh I'm just very nervous. I've heard some stories and stuff. And I'm all worried and junk. I wonder if I can quit and then come back after the back to school happens. No I didn't think so either. Ay. It's ok, I guess. I'll let you know if I survive or not. Whoo hoo.

Ok. That's got to be the end of my entry becuase I have nothing else to say. Let's see if anyone calls me tonight. All by my lonesome. Oh boy. Ok.. bye all!

posted @ 11:20 pm on 07.21.04