I wrote an entry yesterday but I don't see it posted.... hmmm... no good.

I am so upset right now and it is for a stupid reason. But whatever. It's a valid reason, I think. If he got out of school at 1:30 and he went to that thing at 8 and he said that his day was pretty slack... then that means that he had time to call me and say "hello!" Right? Doesn't it mean that? Am I mistaken? I don't think I'm mistaken. I feel that I am perfectly taken. So I was pretty upset when I found out how slack his day was. And then I found out I wasn't going to see him today either. So that's two days in a row. And he calls me at 11:10 after his oh-so-slack day. See I know he must have bumped his head. So I'm talking to him and I'm being weird, and he kind of senses it, but not fully so that makes me even madder. And what also sucks is that I don't feel like I can tell him that it makes me feel crappy when he doesn't call me the whole day when he had the chance to. But it just makes me feel like, oh if he calls me then that means he's thinking about me, but if he doesn't call me, then that means that he's not thinking about me. But whatever. I can't tell him this stuff. I can't. So I keep it bottled up inside and I don't tell him, and that makes it worse because I am pissed off inside and I'm kind of showing it on the outside and augh. It's so annoying. Boys are stupid. They should know these things already, shouldn't they.

So my Friday sucked, I didn't see my boyfriend, I stayed until closing and then I'm here writing to you people who don't really care about anything that I have to say. I'm just irritated and crap.

Work was work. It wasn't bad, it was actually ok. I did a lot of stock. Too much if you ask me. We got all the school supplies in and now it's just a matter of figuring out where the fuck we are going to put it all, because we got a lot of shit, let me tell you. I don't know how many boxes of notebooks, composition books, paint, paper clips, scissors, sharpeners, etc... I put away today. Oy vey. But it was cool because I was with Heather the whole time and she kept me in a good mood... especially with Moquifia and all. It's a very funny thing, but I can't explain it, you had to be there, and since you weren't then too bad. You miss out. Moquifia talks like Michael Jackson on South Park. It's all very funny. And I have Juan Pedro Roman Martinez Garcia Hernandez Rodriguez de la Cruz. Yeah that's right. Don't ask. Trust me. Don't.

Flo was there today, I don't know why, becuase she didn't work, but she got there like at 7:30 and stayed and closed with us. It was great really. GREAT! But she spent most of her time talking to that new girl that I don't know why, but I don't really appreciate her, and it's not becuase she's new or anything, but just because I don't know. It's a vibe I get.

I'm still annoyed but whatever, I need to go to sleep because if I don't I will end up killing something. Ay. Whatever. Boys are so stupid. Grr. Bye all!

posted @ 12:48 am on 07.24.04