OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! I need to calm down. I'm talking to my boyfriend online right now. Apparently he's too good to call me. And he's all chilling with his friends having a grand old time and I'm stuck in this hole with my mother and my stepfather and I'm about ready to punch anyone. Because even though I KNOW it's not true I feel like he doesn't care that he's not getting to see me. I know he does care but I'm just stupid like that. And so I get frustrated because of this stupid situation and I start to cry for no damn reason. It's really no fun. I'm annoyed at the stupid hurricane and I wish it didn't exist at all. Argh! Ok bye

posted @ 5:54 pm on 09.03.04