You know, whenever I say that I am going to take a break from the kid, he doesn't let me. I told him "don't call me, I'll call you in a week or two." Yeah. He called me. What part of don't call me did you not undestand? He said he wanted to hear my voice, yeah 'cause it's so gorgeous right? I was like, when the hell have you ever told me that ever before? Now that you don't really got me you wanna start acting sweet and shit. He called me from class. When the hell has he ever called me from class? I was so confused. So he was doing it so I would go back with him. How do I know? Because yeah we got back together and it was the same fucking shit! SHOCKER! So then, I kind of explained it to him and the GENIUS that he is, he goes, "I think I treated you better when we weren't together." Really??? REALLY!? YA THINK!? Isn't that what I just said! Argh! He pisses me off so much. I don't know why the hell I even bother. Honest I don't. Oh yeah, it's 'cause I love him. Big whoop! Whatever, dude, I don't know anymore!I do love him, and I know he loves me, too. I know he does. I just really don't know what to do anymore. What do I say, what do I think? Am I being too demnading? No. I'm not. I really do not think I am. =\ This is poopy.
I need to go to sleep.
No more thinking for me tonight!
Bye peoples! I'll holla late!
P.S. Flori said she was going to call me and she hasn't! I bet she's talking to Paula!

posted @ 11:45 pm on 11.17.04