I'm shattered. I really am. I love him so much. Why doesn't he want to be with me anymore? The same person that made me so happy not so long ago. What happened? Why is he doing this to me. I need him. Doesn't he see what he's doing to me. It's been a week since he broke up with me, and I'm still crying. The tears just don't seem to stop. I can't do anything about it. I love him so much. He's all I care about. I'm going crazy. I need him. I NEED him. Seriously. This is crazy. What's wrong with me? Why doesn't he love me anymore? I don't get it. I don't want to cry anymore. I just want him to love me again! That's all I want. Without him I don't have anything to give thanks for. Everything reminds me of him. I can't not think of him, and everytime I do I cry. Like crazy. You would think that someone had died. Wow. I love him. Like crazy. Honestly, I never felt anything like this before. I have never hurt so much. I need him. I NEED HIM. Lord, please bring him back to me. PLEASE! Lord, he's all that I want. Please, bring him back to me. PLEASE!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!! Why is he doing this to me??? Why???? I just wish that there was someway of me knowing that he would come back to me... but there isn't. And there is nothing that I can do about it. Nothing at all. I don't want to cry anymore... I don't want to...

posted @ 9:59 pm on 11.24.04