So don't think that I have killed myself since that last entry. Ok. So as of now, Hans & Allie are together. I don't know for how long, though, because our bond has weakened tremendously. He's gotten this super cocky asshole personality and I don't know where the hell it came from. I think that, ok, when we first started going out he dressed like crap. Ok, I said it. He dressed shitty. But now he's gotten into this preppy look, and as reluctant as I am to admit it, he looks damn good. So I think that girls are probably telling him he looks good, or something, and I think that shit is going to his head. Fucker. He pisses me off. Every other phrase that comes out of his mouth now is "I'm so cute." The other day he told me, "You know how Tupac had 'Thug Life' on his stomach? I should get 'Cute Life' on mine, because I'm so cute!" I don't know where the fuck it came from. It's like if it were out of nowhere. I don't know. I mean, I love him. So much. But that shit is pissing me off for real. But whatever, let's see how this soap opera turns out in the end. Peace yall!

P.S. I need a soldier, as Destiny's Child puts it, one who's not afraid to stand up for me!

posted @ 3:17 am on 12.04.04