Drama, drama, drama.
It's my new favorite saying. That and "give me a break" a la Yiya. Anywho. So.
Guess who broke up with Hans on Monday.
Yup! That's right! Allie broke up with Hans on Monday. I did it. I cut him loose, I set him free, let him go, no strings attached. Very 'N Sync.
But yeah, I was fine doing it. I knew it had to be done, becuase I felt as though I was holding him against his will, even though he said I wasn't. He didn't try to stop me from breaking up with him, so whatever. I was perfectly fine. I was smiling and he was all somber and shit. I was like, aren't you happy? You're free. And he said that it didn't mean he was going to go and be wild now. I was fine, though, honestly I was just like whatever. Cou;d not have cared less.
Yesterday he was supposed to stop by after night school, but he had to finish a paper so he asked if I could go to his house instead. Normally he would have just been like, hey sorry, I can't stop by. But he asked if I could go over, so I did. Whatever. No biggie. When Flo found out I was going, though, she said "Oh, hell no." She thinks he's controlling me. I don't see how. But whatever. So anyway. So I pick him up from night school and I make him drive, and the whole time he's all touchy feely, and kissing my cheek and my shoulder and crap. When we get to his house he stopped the car and just hugged me. I was like... ok... I don't know what to think, though. While we were in his house, he was the same. Touchy, touchy. And kissing me and hugging me and holding me. It was nice, but weird. I basically paid no mind to it. So as I'm leaving, I'm leaning against my car, and he's hugging me. So he's kissing me really close to my lips and I just give in because it's right there and I just kiss him. Then I look away. He finds my mouth and starts kissing me, and so here we are making out. So then I go "you're not supposed to kiss me." And he says that just because we're broken up doesn't mean we don't have feelings for each other. I was just like, ok... whatever. Then I left.
If he just wants a booty call, well then I guess it's ok. But I'm not going to waste my time moping around after him, wishing I were with him, with him. I'm free to do what I want, when I want, and with whomever I want to do it with. Ya no tengo "dueño." Not that he ever owned me. Rompi ya las cadenas de su amor. Yep. All that good stuff. No more sappy crappy ass love songs for me. No siree bob! =D
So in other news. I'm sick. Yeah. It's sucks balls dude. I've been sick since Monday. I left work early yesterday and today, and I'm not working until Tuesday. Crazy, huh? Yeah. I know. My check is so going to suck. Oh well. I care about my health more. Yeah, right. But whatever. Do what you got to do, right?
Ok kids, it's about time for my nap, on account of my sickness and all. Don't worry I'm drinkin' plenty of Gatorade! That's for Paula and Albert!
Ok! Bye kids. Wish me well!

posted @ 10:48 pm on 12.08.04